I juz saw QI's blog and tears are rushing out of my eyes.. cant control.. trying to.. maybe God juz wants him to be w HIm.. im quite close to Miki and can say i really love him like my own pet.. i used mto be so scared of him whenever i stay in Qi's hse over the weekends esp during sleeping time.. i rem how he roll himself and lie next to my body...

i feel so sad.. tink i shouldnt ask Qi.. coz i noe she'll cry and so will i.. having a pet is heart breaking when it's leaving u... i really can fell her pain.. mayb more than mine of coz.. they lived mfor so long together... too playful and injuried his spine.......... wat can i do.. Does God still answers my prayer coz i haven been obeyin him.... but Qi, she's diff from mi. may God dun take away her pet.. dun take away Miki although there'll b a day.. he might b in great pain so if really cant make it there's no other way.......... really miss Miki........

Politics everywhere..!! really cant stand.. why does someone have to talk behind others back knowing tat this person will tell mi..?? stupid ritez... working life so sianz.. getting sick of it. juz converted full time n all this rubbish happened..!!

Jia xuan's bdaz ytd.. went to buy her prresent at Isetan on monday nitez at parkway there so can fetch dear home.. slipped and fell.. hmmf... till now left hand no strength.. my hand onli a small part peeling but inside so pain.. haiz.. anyway got her playdough..

so much happened lately.. had some arguement with my colleagues.. irritaing.. kept wantin mi to take over the opening shift at 7am when they go on leave. still ok.. wan mi work Ot some more..!!

very sleepy and tired.. watched 10,000 BC with dear ytd.. DVD.. nice show.. quite like it..

next month alot of new children. tink 3 coming in july, 2 in Aug and 1 in Oct.. more to come.................. haiz.. want to request to split up Playgroup n N1.... AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHZZZ..!! i going crazy.. wanna quit..!!

hopefully dear stall set up fast......i noe he also facing prob there...juz bear w it first. dun wanna stress him..

gotta go type out my new children's name...........SIANZ....

then i saw the ad on tv bout fruit bar.. kinda lame...

went out with gal today after work.. went to cine to dine at suki sushi then stop by at shugar to get some nail stuff for her.. was on the way down out of cine when we saw this sling bag for onli $10..!! up was $20+.. heez.. i got e white cream one and gal got the black one..

still tinking of tat Gucci bag.. although kai gf can get 25percent discount but still $705 after tat..!! haiz.. forget it..

had alot of blueblacks later.. haiz.. clumsy bahz.

my class Elliot kanna hand foot mouth.. haiz.. he once cough into my face when i bathe him.. die.. tink ok.. this sat is Parents Teacher Conference.. stress..!!

tired.!! nitez..

haven got the time to blog later..have converted to a full time job since last friday.. working at the same place.. getting the pay im suppose to get in the new centre.. haha.. i wanna quit le then said ok with my expected salary.. my working hrs is 830-530pm from monday to FRiday and alternate sat is 7am-2pm..

today i killed a lizard accidently... opps.. my goodness.. was preparing to go home after home and was closing the windows.. it's those with three doors where u have to pull one door to one door and turn the lock de.. so while i was closing i saw something moving.. thot was a fly.. so i ignored.. then when i pull the window properly then saw the lizard's skin on the body already came off the body le.. it's like still sticking on the window.. struggling.. i pray to God to forgive me.. i dun mean it.. accident.... haiz.. i feel really bad..

this few days cant sleep well.. kept tinking of childcare thing.. mayb shouldnt stay.. hopefully mrs kessler find mi a chinese teacher soon..

check my mail and took this quiz bout left or right brain... very true.. here's my result for a right-right brian:

"straight forward, once decided on one thing, will take action right away. Very curious & love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking thru (sometimes foolishly). their weakness is they dont listen to others, will filter in onli what they want in a conversation.. & subjective. (VERY TRUE IF DEAR SEE THIS SURE WILL SAY MI) However, because of their straight forward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular."

haha.. those ppl that noe mi shld noe i SUPER straight forward lohz..

and also saw this quote which i like alot:
"Never frown when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.."

tired.. wanna slp.. waithing for dear to come home.. not working tml.. yeah..!!!!

tata..=)

Dear's parents set off to Korea ytd.. pray for safe journey.. and also tat they enjoy themselves.. theses few yrs while sending them off, i can feel tears coming out.. not use to it when they not ard now..

tender my resignation ytd.. dunni if it's ritez.. dunno if i can handle the new full time job in takin the K1.. gonna miss my children here..

something EXTREMELY........ erm.. disgusting happened today.. went to work today.. arrived ard 9am.. went to bathe yurong coz her diaper leak.. then after drinking her water, this cute little Karen went to take her bag... was observing her.. thot she wanna take her bag and wave bye to mi cos she does it b4.. haha.. to my surprise the youngest, 19mths, in my class did a poo in her diaper.. so was asking mi to change her.. so clever..

then we went into the bathroom.. undressed her and straight a went to throw the diaper away coz in my mind i juz tink "dun wan the germs to spread"

after throwing the diaper... the most interesting part...!! i went to Karen wanted to shower her.. as she's so small, thot she wanna hold my thigh for support.. KNOW WAT..!!!! she wipe her stools, on her little index finger (prob when i throwin e diaper she went to touch her backside..), on my short..!!! i scream.. my goodness.. on my goodness.. cant explain it.. can u imagine it....!!!!!!! Ms tan came to my recuse.. bathe her for mi and i quickly went to clean myself.. heard ms tan said karen was lookin for mi wondering wat happened. haha.. cute lahz she.. anyway im not angry w her.. NOT AT ALL..!! heez.. dunno why..

now home alone.. gonna help my mum-in-law do some typing..

tata..=)